Had a pretty sweeeet day today, despite the mountain of work I have to do looming over me. It was absolutely gorgeous day outside with the breeze blowing slightly and the sky just the right tint of blue and the grass just perfectly green…me and Cindy had lunch at Larry’s(I had a Philly cheesesteak, mmmmm) and then afterwards just lay outside on the grass outside the Union and stared at the wondrous sky as the clouds raced by. I gotta say, makes me remember how blessed we truly are!!

I’ve felt like I’ve been in such an odd mood lately…I think it’s the impending exit to college and entrance to workforce that’s just making me realize how much my life is about to change! I feel like I’m at the center of the whirlwind…a whirlwind of fierce stars and bright fires…and I am walking in the midst of the churning seas, feeling the salt spray on my face yet not being knocked down by the waves…and I’m atop the clouds staring down at the patchwork ground beneath and leaping from the heights of jagged mountain peaks to the unknown earth below…and I’m feeling the wind of destiny in my hair and knowing that my time is at hand…and I see the miniature suns dart around me and can feel the heat of their passion and I reach out my hand…and I walk through the whirlwind…and the clouds stop their frenzied dance and I see a shred of black velvet sky and I see the stars.

And that probably makes no sense. I just wrote what I was thinking…and I guess what I’m trying to say is that I feel like so much is in front of me and I have no idea what it is. But you know what? Because God loves me ever so much…I know this….my destiny will be good. My destiny IS good. Because I have an everlasting Father. Amen and Amen!!