I am in an odd mood. You know the kind of mood where you’re depressed and don’t know why? Well, that’s how I feel and it’s rather annoying. I first thought I’d try writing something(poetry, etc.)…but that didn’t work – my muse is utterly absent tonight. Then I thought I’d watch a movie. None of my movies appealed to me. Then I thought I’d read a book…but all the books I have that I haven’t read are for my adolescent lit class. Reading those would not help my mood any. So I made mac ‘n cheese for me and Rob for dinner.
I probably should eat that now, since it is much past my dinnertime.
But nonetheless, I am in a weird mood and I don’t like it. Maybe you don’t like reading this random personal feelings stuff…but I claim journal privileges. I shall write what I wish. Maybe I should not even post this, yet I think I shall. This is a rather interesting stream-of-consciousness writing…and while I don’t think it’s really helping me, it’s sorta fun to write something, even if I can’t be creative tonight and write something original.
When any of you(those of you that have made it this far?) are in weird spontaneous depressed moods, what do you do? It’s weird because I’ve had such a sweet day and past week and past month. I should not feel this way. I should not feel that I’ve just had a meeting with a lancer who left me horseless and bruised and bloody and dazed and confused because I didn’t even know I was in a war. Or better yet(or worse depending on your point of view), I feel like I’ve had a crossbow bolt shot through my extremely dented and faded armor which failed to protect me from the enemy who was hiding in the trees and shot me before I was even aware of his existence.
Ok, I don’t know where all that came from.
I really should end this post before I say something I regret….so end it I shall.
It’s time for dinner. Or shall I say second-dinner. And then I will pick up my sword and continue the fight.
Something Weird 