Ulysses

For this past week I have been working to find the time and space to write a few words on the concert I was at last week, yet I couldn’t summon up the time and appropriate energy to do it justice. I fear I still will not be able to, yet I don’t want to wait any longer lest my memory begin to dim! I haven’t been to as many concerts this year as in years past, which I suppose makes sense as my time and appetite for such have diminished as I refocus my energies elsewhere. Sometimes this saddens me a bit, but then I consider all the concerts I’ve been to that really are not all that worth it. Well, this past Sunday? I went to a show that reminded me why I love live music and why going to the right show is 1000% worth it. Josh Garrels, hello.

I have been listening to songs by Josh Garrels for close to ten or eleven years now, I believe? Shoutout to Daniel from back in the Bethel days, for introducing me to whom I now believe is one of the greatest and most encouraging artists of our generation. Even back in 2014-2015, I remember listening to some of his songs and feeling the tears fill my eyes as I consider what it means to be a son of God and to be welcome at His table. Being loved and welcomed by God is a theme that is fairly pounded home in many of his songs but not in a way that feels forced or unwarranted by the stories woven throughout Josh Garrels’ discography. Even these past few years, though not much new songs of his have been released, the songs he has released (Anchor of my Soul & Watchman in particular!) have been received by me with much joy as they’ve aided in my ever seeking to know Christ more and press into this abundant life that we have been welcomed into. So! That all to say I was excited to see him in concert, but also not really sure what to expect. I went alone and figured it would be encouraging (partly why Dani said I needed to go, once I told her I knew it would be an encouraging night for me!). So go I did. Met a few people before the show and had some good conversation. Then I found a seat on the front row of the balcony – yes I now much appreciate a concert while sitting down, what have I become – and settled in to enjoy the show.

After a fun opening act, Josh Garrels came to the stage and quickly I discovered this wasn’t simply to be a show. Rather, it felt almost more like a church service at times. Singing and preaching abounded! The songs were poignant and beautiful and brought emotions close to surface as I considered the love that is mine in knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. He started with “At the Table” and proceeded to play most of my favourite songs. Amazing set list. He played of course the classics – Ulysses, Farther Along, etc – but also some of my newer favourites like Steadfast and Watchman!

But honestly? As much as I loved the songs and rediscovered how amazing a good live show can be, I was almost more encouraged and my heart made full by listening to Josh bare his heart and soul between songs. At times it almost seemed as if Josh Garrels spoke as a prophet, exhorting us as Christians and believers in Christ to press in to what it means to be living in the here and now in the love of God, fully understanding and aware of the height and depths and breadth of the love of God which is ours through Christ Jesus our Lord! Too often do we live as Christians in a way which almost seems to indicate that we believe all the lies this secular and faithless world attempt to persuade us are the truth. Too often do we live almost as if we don’t believe God works in this world at all. Do we actually believe that God still yet works mighty acts in this world in which we live? Do we actually believe that God came and walked upon this earth and died for us and rose again for our victory in Him, inaugurating a kingdom through his blood, a kingdom that shall know no end? Do we live in this present age understanding the power of the Spirit who lives within us, the Comforter promised and sent and resting upon our brow as holy oil anointing us as blessed ones? Do we live now walking forth each day in the triumphant and faith-filled joy that comes from being oh so aware that we are children of God? Josh Garrels talked much on such things, and on more besides and I dare say I can’t do his words justice now. But oh how wonderful it was to hear this humble man of God sing his heart out and then talk of the mercies and wonders of our Lord and point to God in whom is all our hope and joy.

I’m grateful for such a man whom God has blessed and given such creative talent. Still more? I’m grateful to hear the testimony of a man who knows that he’s washed and saved by the blood of Christ and ever dependent on Him every day for this life he lives. I’m grateful to be a part of the body of Christ and know that there are thousands of brothers and sisters who praise the God in whom I trust and that we all someday will be worshipping together before the throne. And even I walk and sing, recognizing that each day upon this earth is a day my God has given me. I thank God for the days he gives me now to serve his name and be faithful and wait for the upward call. I thank my Father for the knowledge that he has through His Spirit given me, that in my Jesus is my all in all. I long to see my Saviour’s face.

Quietude

Can’t help posting just a few words as I listen to some classic Needtobreathe(acoustic version of “Washed By the Water”…so achingly beautiful). This is a delightfully calm, still Thursday night. For my dinner, I was planning to have spaghetti and meatballs…but I’ve sadly miscalculated my leftovers and there are only two meatballs left. A sad state of affairs. And thus I got two homemade burritos out of the freezer to supplement the meatballs. A hearty dinner, I say. Really, I have not much more to say…just that I am ever so thankful for this wonderful quiet night. I am at peace.

Farewell, friends!!

Veil of Stars

Hello friends – happy Saturday!! I’ve just finished some quality mix-CD-creating…at some later date(after Christmas maybe?), I’ll share the song-lists with you. As of now, both CDs(one for Maryanne and one for Laura!) are titled “Veil of Stars” and “Lilies on the Sun”. Pretty quality mix of songs, if I do say so myself. I’m actually super excited to give these CDs to them!! (Sisters, hope you’re not reading this. If so…oops?) Anyways, it’s already almost 2:30 in the afternoon, so I should probably start progressing my afternoon. I will soon(on to grocery store to shop for dinner…dinner being lasagna…YES), but figured I could squeeze in a quick entry. A week from now, I will be in Florida – hometime once again. It shall be glorious.

And the main reason I wanted to write a bit is to describe last night – and the awesomeness that it contained. Andrew Peterson(a recent favorite artist of mine, which you’d know if you’ve read previous entries…) is doing his annual Christmas tour – “Behold the Lamb of God”. Me and Daniel decided a few weeks ago that it’d be fun to hit it up, but I have to say, as of yesterday afternoon, I was not feeling it. It’d been a long week and a long day of working frantically and I was worn out. But – tickets were bought and plans were laid and I wasn’t about to back out. So as soon as I got back home from work, turned around in ten minutes(after filling up a travel cup with delicious honey-laden coffee…thank you Daniel for that suggestion!) and off we drove. Conveniently(said sarcastically), the concert was on the far southeastern side of Houston and so we made the fun drive through all of Houston to get to our destination. Happily(not sarcastically!), that meant me and Daniel got some quality chat as I drove the hour plus journey through the heart of Houston. And soon enough, we made it to the concert and enjoyed some super quality music. The first half of the show consisted of songs from a lot of the support singer/songwriters accompanying Andrew Peterson. I must confess, I was a bit annoyed at first – I’d come to hear Andrew Peterson, after all – didn’t really want to hear a bunch of other people! But seriously, all of the other artists were simply magnificent. Their songs were gorgeous, dripping with longing and love, passion and awe. And so at the intermission point, me and Daniel promptly went out and bought some of their CDs. I had promised myself early on not to buy very much…and I failed miserably. Ended the night with four new albums and one new book! Quality Christmas presents for myself. Yes? Oh and…Andrew Peterson finished the first half of the show by playing “Don’t You Want to Thank Someone”, one of my very very very favorite songs of late. He started off reciting the words as poetry…before playing/singing the rest. It was beautiful. I was overwrought with emotion. Thank You, God. …And the second half of the show was Andrew Peterson and his accompanists playing straight through his “Behold the Lamb of God” album. And it was gorgeous. A tale weaving stories from the Old Testament and New, focusing on the most glorious Person of Christ, the very Son of God. I rejoiced. Love and joy and hope and wonder!!! The songs finished and as we rose to applaud, all the musicians came together to accept our adulation…and then stop it – as they started all singing “Oh Come All Ye Faithful”. The rest of us joined and we worshiped God together. Beautiful majestic God, do we worship You. After that song finished, Andrew started off the Doxology, which we all said together in reverent praise. By the time we finished, the artists were off-stage and we were all thinking about the most glorious God of Heaven. As it should be. Praise be to God. Amen and Amen.

And far too many words, my friends. My apologies! And now I am off to do some errands and be about the rest of my day. Peace and love, my dear friends.

Messiah

Good evening, my friends!

The light is slowly fading here in Houston and I say goodbye to a lovely Saturday. It’s been a grey day here…but somehow that accentuated the beauty all the more. Clouds scudding before the wind and autumnal leaves dancing across the city pavement and the kiss of the winter light upon the earth. And as I drove around this day, I couldn’t help but think of the God who made it all. And now I listen to Handel’s Messiah as I write this, firmly convinced it’s one of the greatest pieces of music ever composed. Surely it is my favorite piece, that I cannot deny. In a little bit, I’m going to start getting dinner ready…going to be a delicious vegetable and bean soup(carrots, celery, onion, tomatoes, beans, etc….), recipe graciously passed to me by Dad! A perfect warm meal for a winter evening. Maybe I’ll even write a bit of something? I can always hope! Peace, my dear friends.

Lilies on the Sun

Hello friends! On this beautiful and most delightful Saturday, I sit here at Beans coffeeshop, about to head out. But I must not let the opportunity to write a quick update pass me by! I’ve just enjoyed a pretty awesome morning here, sipping on first my mocha, then a nice honey-flavored green tea. Now, the afternoon is beginning to wear on, and I really should get back to the house. Me and Daniel are planning to see Interstellar at the cinema, and I’ve been here long enough, methinks! Last night had a sweet relaxing Friday night, involving eating a delicious dinner(grilled burgers! green bean casserole! deliciousness!) and watching random videos with Daniel(Legend of Korra!!). And today, I really should be prepping for Tuesday bible study, but I’ve been doing Christmas shopping instead. And mixing up an awesome playlist(I think I’ll burn it for Maryanne’s Christmas present…but it’s so great, I’ll make myself a copy too I think). Now though, as disjointed as this entry is, time for me to go. One of these days, I’ll write something properly, but this will have to do for now.

Peace always, friends!!!

Let There Be Music

Two updates in two nights! Shocking, I say! Before I get to my main body of text, just wanted to write briefly about a very silly thing I did today. As I was driving home, I thought to myself how very cool it felt(in my nice air-conditioned car) and a terrible idea began to form in my head. Since it’s cooler than normal lately(only ninety degrees, you know), I decided I wanted to go for a run today. I’ve not run for a while(read: a month) merely because every time I come home from work and think about it, my brain rationally decides that it is far too hot to run. My brain wasn’t home today. So I came home, put my running shorts and shoes on(and thankfully changed my black shirt for a white one)…and off I went. Mental note: Never. Run. In. Summer. Again. I did survive, as evidenced by this entry. But seriously. How do so many people run in this heat? I know not. At least now I know – since I’ve done it – that I am capable of running two miles in ninety plus degree heat. In the 3rd quarter of my run(usually the part I struggle with anyways), I realised that I was about to turn the corner and run west. Directly into the sun. I winced internally as I ran, until I realised that the sun didn’t feel all that bad! I must be acclimating! And then the cloud moved out from under the sun. I feel that last line needs to be set to epic music, because it was a heartbreaking moment. That little stretch that I run west(really only about 1/3 mile or so), I think I almost got sunburnt. At 5:30pm. Anyways, this very long and possibly-slightly-driven-by-sun-delirium introductory paragraph is mainly meant as a friendly reminder to all of you that running in summer is dangerous, yo. I think I may be damaged for life. At least I’ll have a decent tan tomorrow(sadly, a decent tan is not of my priorities in life, I have to say). Should this intro paragraph end? I really think so.

Actual purpose of this entry? Music. Namely – a thought’s been rolling around in my head for the last few months or so – that I really ought to write a bit about some of my recent favorite albums/bands. I’m quite glad I waited as long as I have to write this…as over half this list is composed of albums I’ve just picked up this summer. It’s also because I’ve realised that my musical taste has changed(not completely!) these last few years. Yes, I still appreciate and sometimes like listening to good old power metal or a little punk rock once in a while…but it’s not quite as enjoyable as it used to be! What does this mean, I ask? I honestly don’t know, except to reflect that instead of purely enjoying a good beat or guitar riff(which I still do immensely enjoy at times, no worries!), the songs that have captured more of my affections of late have been songs that mirror the cries of my heart and soul – the songs that write of things I think and write down in my own notebook in the dark watches of the night. And possibly this is as it always has been with me, but my desires and longings have changed with time? I dare even hope that this change marks a growing likeness to Christ and passion for knowing Him more. Because that is our deepest desire in this life, is it not? For as Paul said, But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as from the Lord, the Spirit. Truly, I have faith that I am becoming more like Christ each and every day. And it is glorious.

And now – do not think that I no longer like any music except for stereotypical Christian music. May it never be – two albums on this list don’t quite make the Christian music cut(but I like them anyway, so shush). And there’s nothing inherently wrong with music that doesn’t explicitly praise the Lord – there’s some pretty gorgeous classical music recordings that glorify God with their beauty. Yet. And yet. Just be wary of what you listen to – and how it affects your emotions, because truly – music is a most hazardous and emotional whirlpool. Recently, we had a worship night at the guys’ house and after singing and praising God, one of the guys asked, “So, why do we *sing* to worship God? What’s the point of music and singing?” We had a lot of good answers, but what I said – and what I feel – is that “Singing is a way of expressing our emotions. God gives us emotions – it’s part of humanity. And as we sing to the Lord – we are able to express in both words and the emotions of our hearts the praise and love that is due our God.” This is a true and most proper use of our emotions. Music stirs the feelings, so let us be careful in which direction our passions are channeled. Praise the Lord. All the earth!

And now! I really should get on to the actual album naming? Eh? I feel my writing passion is beginning to wane, so let’s on with it!

Firstly…the honorable mentions.

Rend Collective – I really like both of their albums I have, and I feel that the newest one – Art of Celebration – may be a favorite…but I’ve only listened to it once, so I can’t in good conscience put it on the list. Rend is awesome though – give them a listen!!

Handel’s Messiah – So so tempted to have this in my top five. But firstly, it’s not really an *album*. And secondly, because I love it so much yet don’t want to ruin it by over-listening…I’ve banned myself from listening to it except at Christmas-time. So I feel I can’t really count this one. Still though. One of my favorite pieces of music ever. Period.

Harry Potter Musical – Hilarious. Awesome. Yet, it’s a musical and not really an album either. So no. Still though…no. Must resist.

Any of Maryanne’s Mix CDs she’s given me – Because Maryanne has exquisite-and-very-similar-taste to me. Yet, I don’t think I can count mix CDs either. So they don’t make the cut. Sorry Maryanne.

Now…on to the actual awards. Let’s count it down, shall we?

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Tuomas Holopainen: The Life and Times of Scrooge

Favorite Tracks: Goodbye, Papa; Cold Heart of the Klondike, Duel & Cloudscapes
So – I almost feel I’m cheating by having this album on this list. I’ve only listened to it three times maybe? I’ve owned it for less than a month. Yet, here it is. And honestly, it’s due to the strength of one song. Goodbye, Papa. That piano. So. Beautiful. This also is partly here as a sop to Nightwish, which somehow didn’t make the cut at all! Tuomas writes some of the prettiest music I’ve ever heard…now if he only wrote better lyrics. And maybe that’s why I like this album so much. Mostly instrumental. It’s an odd mix of Celtic-sounding music, piano and a few random guitar bits here and there. And somehow…it works. Tuomas’s music writing skills are showcased in fine form here…and I love it. The opening and closing are both a little weak, but the middle is so solid. And that one track – Goodbye, Papa. Beautiful.

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Postal Service: Give Up

Favorite Tracks: Such Great Heights, Brand New Colony, Recycled Air
I was very tempted to just write “ALL OF THEM” for favorite tracks. And really, what can I say about Postal Service? Well, I suppose not all of my humble audience knows about them, so I will try and explain them. I guess this is sort of an indie album(or at least that’s how I imagine it’s classified). And I honestly have no idea what indie even means anymore. The music is a lot of electronic manipulation and weird beats and synthetic sound. And I love it. Is that weird? Possibly. Seriously though, if you haven’t heard Postal Service – listen to this album. The whole thing is a work of art. I find it weird writing about Postal Service, as this is an album I first heard…last year of high school I think? I clearly remember doing freshman year homework in my dorm room, working all night on calc 3 homework as I listened to Postal Service. So there’s definitely a nostalgia-tinge to this pick. But recently, I’ve rediscovered my love for this album. The soaring, dipping vocals. The quirky gorgeous lyrics. That poppy synth. And somehow, ten years after I’ve first listened to it, it’s never gotten old. And in the end, I think I love this purely because of the part of me that’s a hopeless romantic and dreamy-eyed poet. You know.

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Andrew Peterson: Light for the Lost Boy

Favorite Tracks: Don’t You Want to Thank Someone, Come Back Soon, You’ll Find Your Way
Andrew Peterson. How silly do I feel. Story time! Way back in the day, maybe last year of college? Or third year, I don’t remember. Anyway, Rob got really into this new artist I’d never heard of – Andrew Peterson. As you sometimes do when your roommate and best friend recommends something, I rebelled against it and decided I didn’t like this music. I probably heard barely a snippet and decided it sounded too much like one of Rob’s other loves(Jack Johnson – who I just could never come to like). Anyways, even though I knew how much Rob and Laurie loved his music, I just never properly listened. Shame. Shame. Teaser – Andrew Peterson also has the top spot on this list. But how can I properly describe Andrew Peterson? The music is solid. Pretty, folk, I guess? But oh – his lyrics. He’s a true poet. And his words are true in the only way that ever can be. His songs glorify Christ. They make me long to know Him more. As I listen, I long for the coming of Christ. Beautiful. Oh and I never finished my story, did I? How did I decide I liked Andrew Peterson? A little more than a month ago, we had a worship night at the guys’ house. And the very last song we sang was “Don’t You Want to Thank Someone”. I didn’t know it and so decided to just listen. And as I listened, I was deeply moved. And the very next day, I ordered the two most recent Andrew Peterson albums. And the rest is history.

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Switchfoot: Vice Verses

Favorite Tracks: Where I Belong, Souvenirs, Afterlife
Switchfoot! A band I’ve listened to for a while off and on…good music, but never my favorite. Had only ever bought one of their albums! Relient K was always more fun, you know. And then recently, I was discussing music with Maryanne’s roommate and she discussed how Switchfoot was one of her favorites. I asked her what her favorite album was and she told me, “Vice Verses”. Idly, I decided to order it and see what was so great about it. And I’m glad I did. I admit – this album wasn’t my favorite at first. It grew on me. And as I listened to it again today in the car…I was moved anew. First – a strong rocking album. Switchfoot knows how to put out a rock album, no doubts there. But that’s not the beauty here. The longing for heaven. The desire for righteousness. “This body’s not my own. This world is not my own.” While I do sometimes wish Switchfoot would be a little more explicit in honoring Christ, their music still drips of passion for God. And I only wish I would always be as passionate.

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Andrew Peterson: Counting Stars

Favorite Tracks: In the Night, The Reckoning, Fool with a Fancy Guitar
Andrew Peterson. Again. Number one album. Of all time. At least on this warm Houston night. We’ll see where my music tastes take me in another five years, but for now, there’s no album I’d rather listen to than this. I’ve already explained why I love listening to his music so much, so I’ll keep this brief and just reiterate – poetry and music dancing together as if they were made for each other. And words that echo the longings of my heart. To know Christ more. And to be known by Him. And no – not every song is deeply spiritual. But they are spiced heavily with the love that comes only from knowing our Father God. And my two favorite tracks(In the Night, The Reckoning) – so full of our desire for Christ to return and make things right. And that truly, is why we sing. To praise Christ in this life. And to honor Him as we hope for His return. Come quickly, Lord Jesus.

Ariel

Just going to write a few words this afternoon – don’t feel in much of a writing mood, to be honest! But as it is Saturday, thought I couldn’t just leave this page blank. Just got done doing some cleaning around the flat – vacuuming, laundry, etc. Also threw a bunch of old papers out in preparation for upcoming move(current date is set in September – about a month to go here in Scotland). Now, sipping my coffee and debating on whether I want to go out in the garden to sit and read or not. The weather is a bit inconstant, fluctuating between sun and clouds. We shall see. Anyways, for now I write!

This past week’s been another busy week, so having a day of rest today is just oh so lovely. And this morning got to catch up with Jackie at Books and Beans – fantastic! First time I’ve seen her in a while – as always, awesome chat.

And now I sit and ponder on the words I’ve just read in Isaiah – frightening and terrifying and glorious. The judgment of God sits heavy upon the land of Israel(and yea, even the whole earth). It is terrible to think of us, the clay who rebels against our Maker. And we think we know better and we think we are gods. And we are as nothing. We are but dust. And yet we rage.

But then we come to these beautiful words!

Is it not yet just a little while before Lebanon will be turned into a fertile field,
and the fertile field will be considered as a forest?
On that day the deaf will hear words out of a book,
and out of their gloom and darkness the eyes of the blind will see.
The afflicted also will increase their gladness in the LORD,
and the needy of mankind will rejoice in the Holy One of Israel.
 – Isaiah 29:17-19

And now I think I may go outside after all! Trying to figure out what to read though – Lord of the Rings is my normal outside-reading book and I finished it yesterday. Oh such a good book!

Before I do go outside and enjoy the sun…I leave you with my latest CD, “The Homestretch II”:

1. Let There Be – Gungor
2. Build Your Kingdom Here – Rend Collective
3. In Your Sleep – Andrew Belle
4. Lover of the Light – Mumford and Sons
5. Maybe They’re On To Us – Needtobreathe
6. Hello Again – Lost Prophets
7. Taikatalvi – Nightwish
8. Storytime – Nightwish
9. Stars – Philip Quast – Les Mis
10. Night Castle – Trans-Siberian Orchestra
11. Butterflies and Hurricanes – Muse
12. The Scientist – Coldplay
13. Never Grow Up – Taylor Swift
14. Make My Life a Prayer to You – Keith Green
15. War – Trip Lee
16. It is Well with my Soul – Bob Kauflin
17. This is Not the End – Gungor
18. Finish the Fight – Martin O Donnell – Halo 3

Now – time for garden and sun and being with my Lord.

Peace, my friends – and much love!

Rainy Days

Saturday afternoon here in the flat! Would have written earlier in Books and Beans…but for some reason their internet wasn’t working. I spent the time cleaning out my computer and finding lots of old random pictures and videos. I realized it’s been four years since I’ve been in college. Wow.

Anyways, now back at home and going to read a bit this fine wet afternoon. Soon enough, going to walk down to Sainsbury’s to pick up ingredients for chicken parmesan tonight! I figure that’ll be a nice meal as I watch the Gators play basketball – going up against Alabama in the SEC tourney semifinals. Go Gators!! Sadly I can’t watch it with dad, alas.

Before I get to my book, just thought I’d leave you with the tentative playlist for my newest CD. Approve? It’s my “preparation for summer” CD. And yes. Summer is coming. Eventually.

Peace y’all!!

1. Oohs and Ahhs – Needtobreathe
2. Charlie Brown – Coldplay
3. High of 75 – Relient K
4. Last Summer – Lost Prophets
5. Arise Shine – Hope Bible Church
6. Oh My Stars – Andrew Belle
7. Ain’t No Mountain High Enough – Marvin Gaye
8. We are Never Ever Getting Back Together – Taylor Swift
9. Knowledge of the Glory of the Lord – Hope Bible Church
10. Time of Your Life – Green Day
11. In Your Sleep – Andrew Belle
12. You Belong with Me – Taylor Swift
13. All Those Pretty Lights – Andrew Belle
14. Crags and Clay – Gungor
15. The Boxer – Simon and Garfunkle
16. 22 – Taylor Swift
17. Stars – Switchfoot
18. One Day More! – Les Miserables International Cast
19. Worthy is the Lamb that was Slain – London Philharmonic Orchestra and Choir
20. Amen – London Philharmonic Orchestra and Choir

Nightwish

And this will be a blitz of an entry – as I’m currently a bit starved and feel that a frozen pizza is calling my name this evening! But I cannot help but write at least a little this night!! Last night, got to experience an amazing event of music and beauty…seeing Nightwish live in concert. And yes, it was *AMAZING*.

Most live shows, you can’t really get across in plain words. Even a video wouldn’t do it justice! But take my word for it. And for those of you that are not Nightwish fans, let me briefly describe them: a band from Finland, sometimes described as orchestral power metal, sometimes described as symphonic power metal, and always described as crazy awesome beautiful music makers!! If you want a good intro, youtube “Sleeping Sun Nightwish”. Gorgeous.

Anyways, before I succumb to my hunger and end this entry…let my fingers be off and tell this tale! And let me warn you now…if you’re not one of the two Nightwish fans I know and are reading this…you may get bored partway through. My apologies. I just want to chronicle this while the memory is fresh!

Took the train into Glasgow yesterday afternoon(on which I got some sweet reading and even a little napping in!) and then met Jackie!! Which was absolutely amazing because I hadn’t seen her in ages…and by ages I mean a couple months. But still, so so good to see her again! We grabbed dinner(steak and chips mmm..) and had a delightful time chatting and catching up…my only regret is we didn’t have a chance to talk more, because sadly, we eventually had to make our way to the O2 for the show! After queuing for a bit, me and Jackie finally made our way indoors – beautiful venue!

Before the show started, we met a couple girls that also live in Aberdeen and had sweet times talking with them – eventually made our way to the floor, where we got spots super-close to the stage! We took lots of random pictures and eventually the show started! The support act was ok, but a little bit too crazy for me! And then…it was Nightwish time. They opened up with Storytime from their new album and then went into Dark Chest of Wonders and then I Wish I had an Angel! I have to admit, really weird(yet awesome!) seeing them actually play the songs live after listening to them for the past four years…seeing Tuomas interact playfully with Emppu mid-song…watching as Marco croons powerfully into the microphone as he’s rocking out…watching Jukka pound the drums ever more passionately…and then being stunned at the gorgeousness of Floor Jansen’s voice soar to the rafters. I couldn’t believe how good Floor was, since she just started singing for Nightwish mid-tour!

So yeah, they played so many of my favorite songs(including: The Islander! Planet Hell! Ever Dream! Ghost Love Score!) and the crowd was just electric. The band even seemed a bit taken aback by how loud we were! Seeing the emotions surge in Tuomas’ face as he played…I think one of the things that struck me the most about the show is just realizing – in truth – that all the band members…Tuomas and Emppu and Jukka and Marco and Floor…are real people just like us. And just like all of us, they rage and cry and love and dream…and I couldn’t help but pray for every one of them. And like I know I’ve written before, I realized again the sheer power of music. It has such a hold over us at times, such a firm grasp and we don’t even know it. And so once again, while I do so love the gift of music that God my Father has blessed us with…I also must acknowledge its dangers and not give it my heart…as is so easy to do! So here at the end of all things, I think of the beautiful evening I had last night and I thank my Lord for blessing me so! I got to hang out with Jackie and experience beautiful music. A good night! The only thing that would have made it better was if Laura could have been there too…I called her afterwards to give her the full run-down and felt sad that she couldn’t be with me. Laura, miss you!!

And now, it truly is dinner time. And then time to crack open a book. Read a little, wonder a little, love a little. And ever dream.

Hawkeyes

Currently in Starbucks, even though it’s a bit late in the afternoon. My feet are itching to leave and enjoy the sunlight!

But I did want to write a few words – you’re not complaining, right? I got a couple new CDs that I ordered today, listening to one of them now – such gorgeous and heart-enlivening music!! I’m so excited that I can’t help but share them with you. Once you see the track list, you’ll understand why I love them so. Listening right now to And Can it Be sung by thousands of voices…oh for that glorious day where we all shall sing together to our Lord Jesus Christ forever and ever and ever and ever. And ever. Amazing love, how can it be that thou my God shouldst die for me????


1. Praise God from Whom All Blessings Flow
2. Praise the Lord, Ye Heavens Adore Him
3. A Debtor to Mercy Alone
4. Hallelujah, What a Saviour
5. Mercies Anew
6. Before the Throne of God Above
7. Come Thou Almighty King
8. Immortal, Invisible
9. Like a River Glorious
10. The Look
11. I will Glory in My Redeemer
12. Rock of Ages, Cleft for Me

And if that isn’t enough…the live album from Together for the Gospel 2008.


1. A Mighty Fortress is our God
2. It is Well with my Soul
3. How Firm a Foundation
4. Oh the Deep, Deep Love of Jesus
5. Come, Thou Fount of Every Blessing
6. How Deep the Father’s Love for Us
7. How Sweet and Aweful is the Place
8. My Hope is Built on Nothing Less
9. I will Glory in my Redeemer
10. Arise, my soul, Arise
11. The Power of the Cross
12. My Song is Love Unknown
13. And Can It Be
14. There Is a Fountain Filled with Blood
15. Before the Throne of God Above
16. In Christ Alone

So yeah. Couldn’t help but share.

And listening to these songs now, how my heart is encouraged and my soul is lifted up! I have had a long and weary week, full of trials. My heart has been burdened and my soul downcast. Yet now as I praise my God in song and thought…there is such a peace in my heart. A peace that surpasses all comprehension. Oh how blessed are we. I seriously am so overwhelmed by the goodness of my Lord in granting me such peace and encouragement this afternoon. If I could weep…

So last night as I came home from work tired and discouraged, I decided to go for a run in the crisp autumn air as the sun gloriously set. That was definitely much enjoyed! Afterwards had a sweet talk with Dad and then showered before my dinner of frozen pizza and spinach salad(ok, maybe not the most elaborate dinner, but it sure tasted good!!).

Now this morning was sadly filled up with being at work and trying to keep the reins steady on my wildly careening project. Thankfully was only there about four hours and now I’m here at Starbucks(could not give up my Saturday Starbucks!). Been here for a couple hours now and really should be leaving soon…but no, a few more words. These songs(now listening to Before the Throne of God Above) are seriously amazingly powerful. I’m…a bit emotional listening to them. Just finishing reading a letter from Mom, too – received very timely today! Oh what a joy to read the six pages from her. Oh joy, oh bliss. Love you, Mom!! 🙂

Now my peppermint mocha is a bit cold, so it must be about time to go. And my CD is on the last song(In Christ Alone). It must be a sign.

Farewell, all. Grace and love and peace. Hope in the Lord. Sing and dance and wonder at what amazing love we are blessed with so. Peace.

A cloud floats free from filmy sea to frozen sky,
Rainbow croons of crimson peace and truest glory,
An apple tree blossoms white in silent beauty,
And upon the land a song of love is lifted.

Blood so perfect, blood so true,
How oh how could Christ love us so?
Story written, love anew –
Glories and wonders and beauty!
Prince of Peace and Lord of Lords
King Almighty and He Who Will Reign Forever,
Song of my heart and Poem of my soul,
Jesus my God.