Rainbow

So – time for a little pre-work entry! I haven’t done this in a while…and I feel in the mood to write before I officially start work this morning.

It is pouring outside and sometimes it’s easy to complain in the midst of an early morning drive to work in a Houston Deluge(trademark that!)…but this morning, as I came in, I just realised how blessed I truly am. I’m thankful for the vast quantities of water that have been heaped onto Houston these past few days…I’m thankful that I have a paying job that I can drive to…I’m thankful that I have a sturdy car that keeps me dry as I drive to said job…I’m thankful for delicious peppermint mocha that warms up my inside…I’m thankful for the many lovely friends I have as I remember good times that we have enjoyed together(like at Sarah’s bday party last night!!)…I’m thankful for modern communication devices that enable me to talk to people hundreds and thousands of miles away…oh and also…I’m thankful that the United Kingdom remains united as Scotland voted resoundingly to stay within the Union. So it may be dreary and grey outside and manic and busy inside my office here…but that matters not. I am thankful to my Lord who gives me…everything.

United

Good evening, friends!! It’s a bit late(especially for a Wednesday night!), but I did want to get a few words written.

Tomorrow is a momentous day for Scotland. Tomorrow, the people of that fair land vote in the “Independence Referendum” and answer the single question – Should Scotland be an independent country?

So much virtual ink has been spilled by various blogs and pundits on whether Scotland should remain part of the United Kingdom or become independent, and I almost hesitate to write anything at all, especially because I’m not even living in Scotland anymore! But, after reading Chris’ most eloquent essay earlier today on his thoughts and feelings on the upcoming referendum, I knew I simply must write a few words.

Sadly – it is also late enough that I feel my words slipping away, so an essay is not to be. So rather than pour out my thoughts upon this page, I’ll go to bed(which would be wise considering work in the morning!). And as I drift off to sleep, I’m going to be praying for Scotland. As much as I think that it would be best(both economically and global-politically) for Scotland to remain part of the United Kingdom – my prayer is this – that, as always, our Father’s will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. And I pray that God bless this wonderful country of Scotland as its people go to the polls this day. And I pray that no matter the outcome, the Scottish people will show love to each other, that there be no bitterness by the losing side, that there be no lack of charity or malice shown by the victorious side. And I pray for the future of Scotland. Your will be done, our Lord.

Hope Unfailing

Good evening, friends!! I’m in the middle of cooking dinner, but as my chicken is taking its sweet time to reach that proper state of golden-brown deliciousness, I thought I’d take a quick break from the kitchen and write this! My dinner will (eventually) be a most awesome chicken/pineapple curry. For some reason, I felt in a curry mood. So there you go.

In other, less delicious news? Well for one, I can announce that I am now living at the Chuckberry house with John, Chase and Daniel. And as foreseen, it is awesome!! This day’s been perfectly delightful – after a encouraging and awe-inspiring morning at church(complete with chairing the control booth with Joe! Oh and…reminded how sweet it is, leaning on the everlasting arms of Jesus. Always, yo)…this afternoon has been no less sweet, hanging out at the house here with Daniel, good chat intermingled with football on the TV. Went out to the store quickly to grab dinner supplies and much enjoyed the gorgeous storm clouds scudding swiftly overhead as the rain fell softly down…

And now, my chicken is bubbling ominously and I should probably pay more attention to the stove and less attention to the 49ers/Cowboys game and this blinking laptop screen…

Have a sweet and most awesome evening, my friends. My love is with you, always.

Changes Pt. 2

Happy Saturday!!

Shan’t write too much today but I do have a few minutes…and I noticed it had been quite a while since I last posted. The last time, I was in Amsterdam, posting in the middle of my grand Hungary/Scotland tour! Now, I sit here at Beans, just having enjoyed my delicious mocha while getting some work done(end of the month fun times, yo!)…and soon enough, I need to get going, since today is officially moving day!! I’m leaving my nice little flat on Augusta…and moving in with the guys! Daniel and John and Chase will be my roommates and it will be awesome. Sort of weird, since I haven’t had this many roommates since college days. Also, I still miss John…but what can I say – things never stay the same. And changes are good.

Anyways, enough musing – I’m off. Pardon the brief post, friends! As always, peace and love.

(And a rare edit – this is post number 600. Whoa)

Connections

Advantages to missing my flight to Aberdeen:
1) I get to sit in glamorous Schiphol for five hours.
2) I get to leisurely enjoy my mocha from Starbucks.
3) Phone is now fully charged!
4) A shocking mid-trip LJ entry!!
5) Indulging my love of people watching.

Disadvantages:
1) I get to spend far too much time in Amsterdam(I am seriously considering a souvenir here at Schiphol to commemorate my many hours spent here thus far…)
2) I miss my long-anticipated Lairhillock dinner with John.
3) I don’t get to Aberdeen until 10pm tonight!
4) I now won’t see Chris and Jo until Saturday!!
5) Starbucks for dinner? (Not sure what this is, advantage or disadvantage)

And a little more seriously – writing this on my phone is excruciatingly slow, so not many more words. Except, as I sit here in Amsterdam and reflect on my adventures so far – Anna and Balazs are now married – all glory to God!! What a wondrously beautiful wedding!!! – I can only think on how blessed am I to be granted this gift to see so many of my dear friends. Truly I am blessed. And so how can I complain or fret over silly travel delays? Truly am I blessed.

And now, the journey continues.

Joyful

And now – I sit here awaiting my dinner to come to its completion. Spaghetti sauce(with onions, peppers, sausage…) merrily bubbling away on the stove and with the aroma wafting through the apartment…it’s feeling like dinnertime. Thought that while I wait for the sauce and sausage flavours to marry, I could write a few words here. Not much to say of note, really. Had a nice time at church this morning(Pastor Wayne finished up 2 Timothy – such a great book!) and then afterwards went out with friends for a BBQ lunch where I enjoyed a brisket sandwich with potato salad. Only in Texas.

This afternoon, got a bunch of random things done around the flat – yet still made time for my quiet time on the couch with my coffee, etc. Finally I decided to make dinner(even though still being a bit full from lunch!) to the lovely sounds of Beethoven on my TV(my favorite part of this TV I think – I can connect to youtube through it and play any kind of music I want for ambiance. My TV speakers are *far* superior to this old laptop’s speakers and it’s very nice hearing the music throughout my place).

With all that said, I do want to mention something briefly that I’m not sure I’ve said before – I’ve been planning my grand return to Europe for a while now…and so this week, on Thursday, I fly out! I’m going to first arrive in Budapest and pop up to Miskolc for the weekend…for Anna’s wedding. Yes, dear Anna is getting married – oh joy of joys! And so I’ll be there to celebrate with her and her family and friends. It will indeed be awesome to see her and her family again – been a while since I’ve seen any of them! Me and Noemi have been keeping in touch fairly well – and now we finally get to chat in person! (So much better, eh?) And of course..Steven will be at the wedding too. So – a true and most excellent reunion will be had. God is good. Always.

And of course, once I leave Hungary a week Monday, where will I end up? Aberdeen of course. A week in Scotland with my dearest friends awaits. I’m not going to detail my itinerary…but it will be most glorious. And I cannot wait. God is good and His lovingkindness is everlasting. Always. Always.

Now as Beethoven’s ninth comes to its climax, I think it is a good time for me to get my dinner. Peace, my friends – have a most lovely Sunday evening.

Let There Be Music

Two updates in two nights! Shocking, I say! Before I get to my main body of text, just wanted to write briefly about a very silly thing I did today. As I was driving home, I thought to myself how very cool it felt(in my nice air-conditioned car) and a terrible idea began to form in my head. Since it’s cooler than normal lately(only ninety degrees, you know), I decided I wanted to go for a run today. I’ve not run for a while(read: a month) merely because every time I come home from work and think about it, my brain rationally decides that it is far too hot to run. My brain wasn’t home today. So I came home, put my running shorts and shoes on(and thankfully changed my black shirt for a white one)…and off I went. Mental note: Never. Run. In. Summer. Again. I did survive, as evidenced by this entry. But seriously. How do so many people run in this heat? I know not. At least now I know – since I’ve done it – that I am capable of running two miles in ninety plus degree heat. In the 3rd quarter of my run(usually the part I struggle with anyways), I realised that I was about to turn the corner and run west. Directly into the sun. I winced internally as I ran, until I realised that the sun didn’t feel all that bad! I must be acclimating! And then the cloud moved out from under the sun. I feel that last line needs to be set to epic music, because it was a heartbreaking moment. That little stretch that I run west(really only about 1/3 mile or so), I think I almost got sunburnt. At 5:30pm. Anyways, this very long and possibly-slightly-driven-by-sun-delirium introductory paragraph is mainly meant as a friendly reminder to all of you that running in summer is dangerous, yo. I think I may be damaged for life. At least I’ll have a decent tan tomorrow(sadly, a decent tan is not of my priorities in life, I have to say). Should this intro paragraph end? I really think so.

Actual purpose of this entry? Music. Namely – a thought’s been rolling around in my head for the last few months or so – that I really ought to write a bit about some of my recent favorite albums/bands. I’m quite glad I waited as long as I have to write this…as over half this list is composed of albums I’ve just picked up this summer. It’s also because I’ve realised that my musical taste has changed(not completely!) these last few years. Yes, I still appreciate and sometimes like listening to good old power metal or a little punk rock once in a while…but it’s not quite as enjoyable as it used to be! What does this mean, I ask? I honestly don’t know, except to reflect that instead of purely enjoying a good beat or guitar riff(which I still do immensely enjoy at times, no worries!), the songs that have captured more of my affections of late have been songs that mirror the cries of my heart and soul – the songs that write of things I think and write down in my own notebook in the dark watches of the night. And possibly this is as it always has been with me, but my desires and longings have changed with time? I dare even hope that this change marks a growing likeness to Christ and passion for knowing Him more. Because that is our deepest desire in this life, is it not? For as Paul said, But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as from the Lord, the Spirit. Truly, I have faith that I am becoming more like Christ each and every day. And it is glorious.

And now – do not think that I no longer like any music except for stereotypical Christian music. May it never be – two albums on this list don’t quite make the Christian music cut(but I like them anyway, so shush). And there’s nothing inherently wrong with music that doesn’t explicitly praise the Lord – there’s some pretty gorgeous classical music recordings that glorify God with their beauty. Yet. And yet. Just be wary of what you listen to – and how it affects your emotions, because truly – music is a most hazardous and emotional whirlpool. Recently, we had a worship night at the guys’ house and after singing and praising God, one of the guys asked, “So, why do we *sing* to worship God? What’s the point of music and singing?” We had a lot of good answers, but what I said – and what I feel – is that “Singing is a way of expressing our emotions. God gives us emotions – it’s part of humanity. And as we sing to the Lord – we are able to express in both words and the emotions of our hearts the praise and love that is due our God.” This is a true and most proper use of our emotions. Music stirs the feelings, so let us be careful in which direction our passions are channeled. Praise the Lord. All the earth!

And now! I really should get on to the actual album naming? Eh? I feel my writing passion is beginning to wane, so let’s on with it!

Firstly…the honorable mentions.

Rend Collective – I really like both of their albums I have, and I feel that the newest one – Art of Celebration – may be a favorite…but I’ve only listened to it once, so I can’t in good conscience put it on the list. Rend is awesome though – give them a listen!!

Handel’s Messiah – So so tempted to have this in my top five. But firstly, it’s not really an *album*. And secondly, because I love it so much yet don’t want to ruin it by over-listening…I’ve banned myself from listening to it except at Christmas-time. So I feel I can’t really count this one. Still though. One of my favorite pieces of music ever. Period.

Harry Potter Musical – Hilarious. Awesome. Yet, it’s a musical and not really an album either. So no. Still though…no. Must resist.

Any of Maryanne’s Mix CDs she’s given me – Because Maryanne has exquisite-and-very-similar-taste to me. Yet, I don’t think I can count mix CDs either. So they don’t make the cut. Sorry Maryanne.

Now…on to the actual awards. Let’s count it down, shall we?

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Tuomas Holopainen: The Life and Times of Scrooge

Favorite Tracks: Goodbye, Papa; Cold Heart of the Klondike, Duel & Cloudscapes
So – I almost feel I’m cheating by having this album on this list. I’ve only listened to it three times maybe? I’ve owned it for less than a month. Yet, here it is. And honestly, it’s due to the strength of one song. Goodbye, Papa. That piano. So. Beautiful. This also is partly here as a sop to Nightwish, which somehow didn’t make the cut at all! Tuomas writes some of the prettiest music I’ve ever heard…now if he only wrote better lyrics. And maybe that’s why I like this album so much. Mostly instrumental. It’s an odd mix of Celtic-sounding music, piano and a few random guitar bits here and there. And somehow…it works. Tuomas’s music writing skills are showcased in fine form here…and I love it. The opening and closing are both a little weak, but the middle is so solid. And that one track – Goodbye, Papa. Beautiful.

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Postal Service: Give Up

Favorite Tracks: Such Great Heights, Brand New Colony, Recycled Air
I was very tempted to just write “ALL OF THEM” for favorite tracks. And really, what can I say about Postal Service? Well, I suppose not all of my humble audience knows about them, so I will try and explain them. I guess this is sort of an indie album(or at least that’s how I imagine it’s classified). And I honestly have no idea what indie even means anymore. The music is a lot of electronic manipulation and weird beats and synthetic sound. And I love it. Is that weird? Possibly. Seriously though, if you haven’t heard Postal Service – listen to this album. The whole thing is a work of art. I find it weird writing about Postal Service, as this is an album I first heard…last year of high school I think? I clearly remember doing freshman year homework in my dorm room, working all night on calc 3 homework as I listened to Postal Service. So there’s definitely a nostalgia-tinge to this pick. But recently, I’ve rediscovered my love for this album. The soaring, dipping vocals. The quirky gorgeous lyrics. That poppy synth. And somehow, ten years after I’ve first listened to it, it’s never gotten old. And in the end, I think I love this purely because of the part of me that’s a hopeless romantic and dreamy-eyed poet. You know.

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Andrew Peterson: Light for the Lost Boy

Favorite Tracks: Don’t You Want to Thank Someone, Come Back Soon, You’ll Find Your Way
Andrew Peterson. How silly do I feel. Story time! Way back in the day, maybe last year of college? Or third year, I don’t remember. Anyway, Rob got really into this new artist I’d never heard of – Andrew Peterson. As you sometimes do when your roommate and best friend recommends something, I rebelled against it and decided I didn’t like this music. I probably heard barely a snippet and decided it sounded too much like one of Rob’s other loves(Jack Johnson – who I just could never come to like). Anyways, even though I knew how much Rob and Laurie loved his music, I just never properly listened. Shame. Shame. Teaser – Andrew Peterson also has the top spot on this list. But how can I properly describe Andrew Peterson? The music is solid. Pretty, folk, I guess? But oh – his lyrics. He’s a true poet. And his words are true in the only way that ever can be. His songs glorify Christ. They make me long to know Him more. As I listen, I long for the coming of Christ. Beautiful. Oh and I never finished my story, did I? How did I decide I liked Andrew Peterson? A little more than a month ago, we had a worship night at the guys’ house. And the very last song we sang was “Don’t You Want to Thank Someone”. I didn’t know it and so decided to just listen. And as I listened, I was deeply moved. And the very next day, I ordered the two most recent Andrew Peterson albums. And the rest is history.

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Switchfoot: Vice Verses

Favorite Tracks: Where I Belong, Souvenirs, Afterlife
Switchfoot! A band I’ve listened to for a while off and on…good music, but never my favorite. Had only ever bought one of their albums! Relient K was always more fun, you know. And then recently, I was discussing music with Maryanne’s roommate and she discussed how Switchfoot was one of her favorites. I asked her what her favorite album was and she told me, “Vice Verses”. Idly, I decided to order it and see what was so great about it. And I’m glad I did. I admit – this album wasn’t my favorite at first. It grew on me. And as I listened to it again today in the car…I was moved anew. First – a strong rocking album. Switchfoot knows how to put out a rock album, no doubts there. But that’s not the beauty here. The longing for heaven. The desire for righteousness. “This body’s not my own. This world is not my own.” While I do sometimes wish Switchfoot would be a little more explicit in honoring Christ, their music still drips of passion for God. And I only wish I would always be as passionate.

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Andrew Peterson: Counting Stars

Favorite Tracks: In the Night, The Reckoning, Fool with a Fancy Guitar
Andrew Peterson. Again. Number one album. Of all time. At least on this warm Houston night. We’ll see where my music tastes take me in another five years, but for now, there’s no album I’d rather listen to than this. I’ve already explained why I love listening to his music so much, so I’ll keep this brief and just reiterate – poetry and music dancing together as if they were made for each other. And words that echo the longings of my heart. To know Christ more. And to be known by Him. And no – not every song is deeply spiritual. But they are spiced heavily with the love that comes only from knowing our Father God. And my two favorite tracks(In the Night, The Reckoning) – so full of our desire for Christ to return and make things right. And that truly, is why we sing. To praise Christ in this life. And to honor Him as we hope for His return. Come quickly, Lord Jesus.

Changes

Before I eat my dinner this fine Wednesday evening, just thought I’d mention something of note.

A few days ago(July 21st, to be exact!), I hit my “10 Year LJ Anniversary”. Which, admittedly, isn’t that big of a deal…but it made me think. Ten years that I’ve written my thoughts in this crazy medium of an online journal. I don’t know how many people have read my words over the years, but it matters not. For me at least, writing these words helps me to express emotions that otherwise would whirl and surge within. And reading back over the years’ worth of my random writings encourages me. I read back through old entries every now and again and I never cease to be blessed as I realize how God has guided me through every year of my life. I used to be pretty immature back in the day(and yes, I’m sure that years from now I’ll look back to this entry and feel exactly the same way about now!). I’ve been through many adventures and survived many trials. I’ve graduated from high school. Experienced the crazy life that is college. I’ve graduated from college with an actual degree! I’ve started my first real job. I’ve lived in Scotland for three years. I’ve moved back to America. I’ve known and been known by so many dear dear friends. I have been blessed much. I wouldn’t mind one day writing a proper look back over the years, but for now, I just sit here on my couch in Texas and ponder the goodness of my Lord and my God.

And I feel too many more words than this would just be superfluous rambling, so I shall cease.

High Noon

Good morning my friends!

Just thought I’d write a couple words as I sit here at Beans, even though I’m about to head out here in a few minutes. Had a nice lovely morning here reading and catching up on Internet-related matters, did some random computer maintenance(I do think it’s time I get a new laptop, as my hardy Vaio is really starting to feel its age at seven!) and now it’s time to dash off and do my shopping for the week!

Looking forward to eventually resting at home this afternoon after a tiring week. Last night planned to go to Youth Reach with people to hang out with the kids there, but I must confess – after work had finished, I was really doubting that I had any energy left! I think that my body must have secret energy reserves though, because once I got out to Youth Reach(way out east of Houston!), I apparently had enough to play basketball for a few hours. Fantastic. I may be a tad bit sore today, but oh so worth it. Anyways, today I plan on going on my errands then going home and doing chores and then finally resting and having an easy dinner. A Red Baron’s pizza is sounding super tempting right now…(along with a good salad – *of course*)

Also – for some reason I’m in the mood for homemade bread. This may or may not happen today, but I did find a very tantalising recipe online. All I need to make it apparently is flour, yeast, sugar, salt and water. Is bread really that easy? I say yes. Of course, we’ll see if I’m actually successful.

Now – time to get this Saturday moving. No more coffeeshop chilling for me. Peace, my friends – peace and love!

West Intrepid

Happy Saturday!!! I’m only going to post a brief entry now(possibly write more later?), but I thought it was proper that I at least write a few words here from Beans. It’s been so nice to sit here and enjoy my breakfast of mocha and banana bread. For the first time in almost a month, I’m actually spending a weekend in Houston! And so I am making the most of my time(as is proper) in the coffeehouse here. And I’ve actually been super productive, which makes me happy. UK taxes are now completed. For(probably!) the last time ever, my UK tax form has been submitted. Whoa.

And now, after doing the rest of my various online errands/bill-paying(on this ancient and decrepit Vaio that has served me well for many years…but I am sensing its time is near. I really really need to start researching new laptop possibilities), I’m just enjoying spending a few minutes here at the coffeeshop with the buzz of conversation around me and the beat of music in the air. I have been meaning to write some philosophical musings lately, but I fear work has sapped most of my energy lately, and so my writings have been void of any substantial discussion. I also have been wanting to write a post on my changing musical taste, but maybe later this afternoon!

Now, my feet are starting to itch. Going to hit up Target and get some shopping done then probably head home to do some cleaning. Such a typical Saturday. So now I roll out. Have a most delightful day, my friends!!