Be Thou my Vision, O Lord of my heart
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art
Thou my best Thought, by day or by night
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light
Be Thou my Wisdom, and Thou my true Word
I ever with Thee and Thou with me, Lord
Thou my great Father, I Thy true son
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one
Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise
Thou mine inheritance, now and always
Thou and Thou only, first in my heart
High King of heaven, my Treasure Thou art
High King of heaven, my victory won
May I reach heaven’s joys, O bright heav’n’s Sun
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall
Still be my Vision, O Ruler of all
Courage, Dear Heart
Happy Thursday, friends!! It is a nice evening thus far…and soon I shall proceed onto the dinner portion of the night. But now, let me write just very few words. Mostly I’m writing because I’ve gotten a bit behind on my book logging and thus…here are a few I’ve read lately(honestly I’ve finished all four of these in the past week, so I’m not that far behind!!):
14. Power, Sex, Suicide: Mitochondria and the Meaning of Life by Nick Lane. Alright, so a brief preamble. That title(and the shockingly pink cover!) are extremely attention-grabbing and lurid…but the contents of the book are a bit more dry. (And fantastic!) I’d been in a science-y mood lately for some reason…and I’ve always been fascinated by cell biology and energy generation in the cell, ever since AP Bio back in the day I guess? I’ve been meaning to find a educational work on this subject for a while now and finally a few months ago, found this on Amazon and thought – why not? It’s probably a bit too technical and dry for a casual read, but I much enjoyed it. Yes – once again proving I’m a nerd. *takes a bow* It gave a fascinating overview of mitochondria and then delved into its (speculated) origins and (perceived) functions in the eukaryotic cell and thus in the majority of life on earth. While this book is coming from a very obviously secular perspective, I was awed again and again by the rich and gorgeous complexity of the inner workings of the mitochondria. And I was a bit surprised – but maybe I shouldn’t have been? – to see how much of the research cited in this book was relatively recent…we are still learning so much about life!! And again and again the author made disclaimers to say that what he was discussing wasn’t known for a certainty, but something that he strongly believed was likely. Sometimes we laymen think that all in the scientific realm has been rigorously proven and defined, sure without a shadow of a doubt. But nay – there is surely much uncertainty and much that is unknown. The origin of the eukaryotic cell is something we can’t with confidence deduce! I say all these words just to underline the fact that this world in which we live is swimming with wonderfully complex and intricate forms…and these endless forms most beautiful are not fully known by any of us who live on this gorgeous earth. But they are known by their Creator. And that – the fact that there is a Creator – is something that was most definitely not stated in this book, but it was something which I was richly reminded of as I was stunned anew on almost every page by the utterly fascinating facts contained in this book.
15. The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis. Mm, this book. Well a few weeks ago, I was in a reading mood. And I wanted to read something (fairly) light and also warm and encouraging. The problem is…my current books at that time were my mitochondria book and Owen. So…yeah. I perused my shelf and as my eyes passed across Narnia…I couldn’t resist. I don’t want to talk too much about the Narnia series now (because I could go on far too long!), and while there are certain pitfalls contained in this series – which I will most certainly not go into now! – the beauty and truth in this series are profound. There are few authors who can express as much in as few words as Lewis. This first book I shall not give a full review of, except to say it is a wondrous introduction into a wonderful world. Read and weep.
16. Prince Caspian by C.S. Lewis. Sensing a theme here? Caspian is a wonderful book and reading it reminded me of when I read it long ago as a child. I enjoyed it just as much now as then…if not more so. The mark of a truly great book, I think. The introduction of some great characters in this one…namely…Reepicheep the Mouse! And I guess Caspian himself is ok too. Peter, Susan, Edmund & Lucy all return and once again…some profound truths in this book. I have tried to type out some of those truths several times in this paragraph and have failed miserably, so I will not continue as I am not Lewis. But will mention the section when Lucy meets up with the Lion and discovers what she must do regardless of the cost…beautiful. If only we all were so conscious of the great worth and joy of obedience.
17. The Voyage of the Dawn Treader by C.S. Lewis. I sometimes hesitate to say it as the first four Narnia books are all spectacular…but if I had to pick, this is my very favourite. Eustace Scrubb, my favorite character in Narnia. The dragon sequence. The voyage on the sea, in beauty and peril both. The random and spectacular various islands discovered in their adventure. The interactions between Eustace, Edmund, Lucy, Caspian, Reepicheep, et. al…and then the reaching of the End of the World and the glimpse into Aslan’s country…I cannot properly describe this book and I shall not try for fear that I will spoil it for the rest of you. It is beautiful. In the darkest shadows and absence of all light, there is yet Hope. As I texted my friend last night as I finished this book, “…it’s a simply lovely book, with truth that reflects a greater Truth and beauty that reflects a truer Beauty.”
You will notice I have of purpose kept my summation of these books fairly brief as you really need to read these yourself to understand why they are marvelous. Lewis’s work is most definitely not for everyone, as his intermixing of myth and legend and very Truth is something that may be off-putting to some. And when reading, we must be very careful to beware the sin of idolatry…for truly, Aslan is not Christ and his words are not God’s Words. But there is something here that warms my heart as I think on the true far country for which my heart longs. There is something in these pages that spurs me on to love and great deeds as I ponder my duty to the God whose son I am. There is something in these books that reminds me of the great love which fills my heart – through the work of the Holy Spirit – because of the sacrifice of Jesus Christ Himself for us. Remind yourself of these truths and meditate on the love of Christ. Abide in Him and all shall be well. Thus sings my soul.
A Matter of Honour
I may or may not have stayed up slightly too late last night. It was worth it though…reading second Narnia book – Prince Caspian – and so obviously had to finish that! Now though…I’m a bit sleepy and it’s going to be interesting to see how this day goes. (Actually, it’s going to be a pretty interesting week in general…and not the good kind. Alas. God is sovereign, thankfully!) Still, I’m looking forward to enjoying the goodness of the Lord this week. It is well with my soul.
Sons of Scotland
About to head out from Starbucks, but Saturday post is deserved! It’s been a nice morning…got to sleep in a bit, and then as I started drinking my coffee, realised there was a World Cup game on! So got to watch the Argentina/Iceland game, which was a beautiful game and in which Iceland shockingly managed a draw!! Go Iceland!! I really don’t have any other country I’m rooting for…no America…no Scotland…no Ireland…so really I’m just hoping for good games and beautiful football. That’s my sports news of the morning! Later today, going to meet up with Julie – going to be fun to hear all about her recent France trip. And will just be good to see her again, since it’s been so long!! Later this afternoon…going over to meet up with Earnie, then we’ll go downtown to see the Scotland/USA rugby match YES. I am honestly slightly torn who to root for(yes, I am a terrible American). It’s probably good I don’t have a Scotland rugby top or I would probably wear it. So that shall be tonight and I’m psyched. Oh right – and last night was fun too…Erica and Meagan came over and we had a lovely time of dinner – Chinese take-out for the easy Friday night dinner win – and chat and laughing and finally movie watching – yay Jumanji which never ceased to make us laugh…haven’t laughed that much in a while!! – and yeah it was just a very fantastic chill Friday night with friends. My favourite kind. Now I should probably get some errands done and then maybe if I feel like it clean my room a bit. We shall see. I’ve also been meaning to write something for a while – these past few months have been shockingly poor in terms of poetry output!! – but I feel super antsy now(probably the espresso..) and so definitely not staying here in Starbucks any longer to write. Sorry not sorry.
Now I’m off, friends. Have a gorgeous day – delight in the Lord! Peace and love.
Always Summer and Never Christmas
Happy Friday, friends!! It has been a most busy and (at times) stressful week…but it is finally rolling to an end, thanks be to God. This day may yet be relaxing(but it is early yet, so no promises). I’m wearing my Aberdeen football top today in honour of first full day of World Cup games!! Alas for the States being inept and not even qualifying…so I’m not even sure who I’m pulling for? Maybe Iceland. I’m not sure if I can stomach going for England, but we’ll see. Any other news? Not really – my life is honestly not that exciting lately! Tonight Erica and Meagan coming over for a chill dinner/movie night with me and John. Tomorrow going to see Scotland v. USA rugby match, which will be phenomenal!! Been quite a few years since I saw a rugby match…would have been back in Aberdeen!
Now, I shall continue enjoying my peppermint mocha(courtesy of Katie, with whom I had a great catch-up chat earlier this morning!) and rejoice in the beauty of the day. Peace and love, dear friends.
Perseverance of the Saints
Morning, friends!! I shan’t stay long on the computer now…but I sit here at Starbucks after having enjoyed my espresso and I realised that I’m a bit behind in sharing my music mixes! So figured I’d catch up (a little bit – still 2 more after this to record!) and share one I made back before Christmas last year. This morning though…it was simply fantastic to sleep in! Then enjoyed my breakfast of coffee and sausages as I watched the French Open final…Simona Halep of Romania won…very deservedly so and I was quite happy to see her win her first Slam!! Tomorrow won’t be able to watch the men’s final since I’ll be at church….but go Rafa! King of Clay. Shooting for French Open title..11 I think? Ridiculous. My fav men’s tennis player of all time, simply for his determination and craft and fiery passion for the game!!
Now…I did mean to share this music mix did I not?? This mix is a bit weird…reflective of me, of course. I’ve long been wanting to do another dance CD – and I’ve been extremely happy with how this one turned out. It’s actually been in my car music rotation ever since I burned it, which is very much indicative of my love for this music. Is it weird crazy discotheque-esqe music? Absolutely yes. And sometimes…it’s fun to just enjoy the beat of some quality dance tunes, despite the quality(or lack thereof!) of the lyrics!! So don’t take this mix as a thing of pure light and purer beauty….but just for the silly fun club music it is. With these many disclaimers aside….let me present…Club West:
1. A+ Superstar – Basslovers United
2. Gonna Paint the Town – Camera X
3. I’m All Yours – Cruise Controllerz
4. I Wanna Dance with Somebody – The Cube Guys, Barbara Tucker
5. No Cover Song – Deep Spirit feat. Kathy
6. The Promiseland – DJ Gollum feat. DJ Cap
7. We Like to Party – Dj Roxx
8. Lost in the Discotheque – Empyre One
9. 21st Century Digital Girl – Groove Coverage
10. Let Me Be Your Girl – Kompulsor
11. Masterpiece – Manuel Lauren
12. Touch the Stars – RaveBass
13. We Got the Beat – Sonictunez
14. Keys in Tokyo – Stepa K
15. Tonight – Tomtrax & Orca
16. Takin’ Me High – Withard & Juve Presents Sonera
17. Gonna Be So Happy – Megastylez
18. Shooting Stars – Tribune
19. You – Special D.
20. Forever – Sunray & Phillerz
Classic. Let’s dance it up, y’all. Such a fun mix, already have two more playlists similar to it that I’m currently building!!
Now…time to step out into the sunshine and further enjoy the lovingkindnesses of the Lord this day that He has made.
Peace and love, dear friends.
Simply Capital
I’m not much in a writing mood this morning…as really – I am quite sleepy!! But thankfully peppermint mocha is in hand and I’m about to dig into my favourite breakfast taco(from Las Locas Fajitas, with the best green sauce EVAH)…and so I can’t help but be thankful for these small happinesses. Speaking of happiness…had a nice little chat with Penelope at Starbucks today – despite my sleepiness! – and I do so appreciate the fact that I’ve made so many friends there…yes, it’s slightly out of the way, but it’s all worth it for the friends I’ve gained. And so now as I really want to eat my taco and don’t really want to continue writing…I shall cease. With one last adddendum. You may ask why I am so sleepy? Well…stayed up late watching the Stanley Cup Finals….in which finally, finally – the Washington Capitals have won the Cup. !!! Their very first Cup and it is glorious!!! They conquered the Lightning in seven games(tragically) and then speedily dispatched the upstart Vegas Golden Knights in five games…watching the last seconds tick down last night as the players began to celebrate. Oh so fun!!! I’ve rooted for the Caps for many years…ever since I lived in Maryland I guess? And although Tampa is my primary team now(next year must be the Lightning’s year!)…my heart still beats with joy to see my Caps finally hoist the Cup. Well done, Washington. Well done indeed. Light up that capitol dome. (My primary task for this weekend – not really – is to procur a Caps championship shirt!!)
Now no more sports. Taco time. Peace and love.
Shudder Before the Beautiful
About time for dinner, yo! But briefly…as busy as today was, so the last hour has been wonderful. Walked down to EQ as the thunder gently rumbled and the sun shone down upon the earth. Enjoyed a beautiful time of reading on the porch. How wonderful is it to read Owen’s work on the Holy Spirit and be encouraged in learning more about sanctification and my progress toward holiness. It is not constant, nay. But it is certain. Oh how beautiful is it to be reminded of the fact that all that is good in me and of me is from Christ Jesus alone. Nothing good have I. And how wonderful is it to be reminded of the sovereignty of God. When I know not my future or even my present…I can rest in the arms of my Father and be assured that I am loved and that my future is written in the book that matters most. Remember this, my friends – if you know the love of God, nothing else matters. True joy comes from God and naught else. There are many lovely things in this world. But their loveliness is meaningless in the absence of the knowledge of the Creator. I think on that and bow in bliss that this Creator knows my name.
A Progressive Work
Sanctification is an immediate work of the Spirit of God on the
souls of believers, purifying and cleansing of their natures from
the pollution and uncleanness of sin, renewing in them the image
of God, and therefore enabling them, from a spiritual and habitual
principle of grace, to yield obedience unto God, according unto the
tenor and terms of the new covenant, by virtue of the life and death
of Jesus Christ.
-John Owen, Works, Vol. 3, The Holy Spirit, p. 386
What glorious words.
And…
And they who of themselves can do nothing, – that is, in a way of living unto God,-
cannot of themselves preserve grace, act it, and increase it; which are
the greatest things we do or are wrought in us in this world.
Wherefore God hath, in infinite wisdom, so ordered the dispensation of his
love and grace unto believers, that all of them living upon the continual
supplies of his Spirit, none may have cause, on the one hand,
to faint or despond, nor occasion, on the other, unto self-confidence
or elation of mind; that so “no flesh may glory in itself, but he that
glorieth may glory in the Lord.” And, therefore, as he greatly
encourageth the weak, the fearful, the faint, the disconsolate and
dejected, and that by the engagement of all the holy properties of
his nature in and unto their assistance, Isaiah 35:3-6, 40:27-31; so
he warns them who suppose themselves strong, steadfast, and immovable,
“not to be high-minded, but to fear,” Romans 11:20, because
the whole issue of things depends on his sovereign supplies of grace.
-John Owen, Works, Vol. 3, The Holy Spirit, p. 394
What beautiful, wonderful words. Might I ponder on such things this night.
Nightcall
I would have despaired
unless I had believed that I would see
the goodness of the Lord
in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord;
be strong and let your heart take courage;
yes, wait for the Lord.
-Psalm 27:13-14