Cross-roads

My mug is almost dry of mocha deliciousness and my body is aching to go back up into the sunlight this gloriously bright Saturday! And yet I sit here and write, the reasons for which are murky in the recesses of my mind. But maybe it’s just been too long since I’ve properly written, or maybe it’s just because I have too many thoughts swirling around and they’re in need of release. Or maybe it’s just because I’m in a talkative mood? (Or whatever word would be more appropriate for the written word!) Perhaps my muse is just a bit over-caffeinated? Surely not. Anyways, almost half twelve here and that is quite late enough to spend here in the depths of Starbucks.

But briefly now(who am I kidding?), saw Dark Knight Rises last night with Alec and Chris and Jo…most intense. Epic. Heart-pounding(seriously, the music had my adrenaline pumping pretty much the whole movie). Did I love it? Hard to say, as it is a rather dark movie(like the previous two). But this movie ended in the light. And for that, I do think I can safely say I enjoyed it much. It contained echoes of terror, glimpses of hope. I think I can safely say it’s my favorite movie the year, thus far. Which isn’t saying much, since I think I’ve only seen three to four this year. But still.

And now that the previous paragraph(as disjointed as it was) is over, time to return to my fleet-footed thoughts. This past week at work has been both stressful and God-glorifying. Truly, if God is for me(as He most truly is!), what can mere man do to me?? This is the height of rhetorical questions. And while my future still seems but a haze to me, it is not the dim fog of fear, but merely the misty wind of the unknown. I cannot – shall not – ever doubt that my future is anything but good. Because I serve a good God. Because I serve a living God.

And truly, my thoughts wander far afield yet again. But it is good to write. My fingers have been idle too long.

A road that winds over the banks
of fog and fear and fires below,
seems to end in mists and sand and
trails off into deepest shadow.

But never doubt! Why do I cry
when I do not wander alone
or whisper unheard or even
sink deep into my bed unknown.

A road that lies over the mounts
of lies and hope and cruelest pain
shall surely not end in terror
but proceed upward, home again.

It is good to rest this gorgeous day. It is good for me to be here.

And now, up into the sunlight do I go. Have a most beautiful day, my most treasured friends!

Given Rest

And though it is Starbucks Saturday here, I don’t want to spend too much time writing as it’s about noon and it’s time to make my way outside to a beautiful afternoon…

This morning I enjoyed a leisurely lie in(to almost 8:30!)…ah how nice it is to rest after a long, long week. What a wonderful gift sleep is! This whole past week has been quite manic at work, and though I can’t say everything’s gone well(or even moderately ok), I can say I am at peace. God will bless(and has blessed!), as always.

And last night, as tired as I was, enjoyed such a sweet night with friends! Was going to see Spiderman at Union Square, but they cancelled our showing! I think they were trying to make more room for the new Batman movie(which I would like to see eventually). Anyways, we were foiled, so James Cordiner, Jackie, Zara and I made our way back to my flat, where we enjoyed a night of tea and talking and laughter…though eventually our weariness overcame us!

So this morning I’ve enjoyed slowly waking up and delicious peppermint mocha and reading a letter from my sister…and though I almost wish my writing muse was smiling upon me, my face wishes to feel the sun upon it, so outside I go!

Farewell, my dear friends – have a most awesome Saturday!!

A Lighthouse

Driving back from work today was quite awesome, I must admit. Brooding clouds stretched to the horizon in majesty, while the green rolling hills reached up to touch the sky. Gulls wheeled lazily across the face of the heavens, impervious to the smoky gaze of the city below. And as the worked-stone buildings of Aberdeen climbed high, the beauty of the upper reaches of the heavens towered yet higher. The grim grey clouds sneeringly masked the city, but no matter. Above, were sun and stars and glories ne’er ceasing.

And as my fingers trailed off and seemed to have written the above of their own accord, I think it is time for me to log off. After a long week at work and a tiring day, I cannot help but be thankful for the evening of rest that has been granted me! A dinner of leftover spaghetti and meatballs awaits. As do some lovely books, I believe. Peace, y’all.

A tilt of earth

And now as my dinner is almost upon me, I wish to just write a few words to express the wonders of this weekend! It has been indeed supremely glorious and relaxing…how can I not thank my Father for what He has given me??

Yesterday I was able to sit in Starbucks and wrap my hands around my coffee mug as I struggled to wrap my mind around the eternal mercies of God…and I couldn’t help but praise Him! And then being able to talk with my family back home(oh the wonderful thing that is cellular communication!) and enjoy a restful evening of reading…

And this morning enjoyed worshiping at church with some of my dearest friends(before I go further, must mention the awesomeness that was Gilc’s song choice today…O For a Thousand Tongues, In Christ Alone, Joyful Joyful, and a really ancient and dusty-sounding translation of A Mighty Fortress…surely never to be paralleled again!) and then a most lovely afternoon spent cooking Mom’s homemade spaghetti sauce and yet more reading…before going back to church and worshiping anew!

And now I’m about to have my epic dinner of spaghetti, meatballs, garlic bread and salad while maybe watching a bit of 24(Season 7, for those interested!). Oh how I cannot fully comprehend the goodness of the Lord. I hope these faint musings echo at least a bit of what I’m feeling now…

Peace, y’all. Peace and love.

Unbroken

A tilt of earth,
A veil of lace,
A song of mirth,
A dance of grace!

Upon the wild mountains,
Throughout the misty streams,
A midst the towers stalwart,
Living forgotten dreams.

Whither goes the songstress?
Whither goes the sage?
Who now wields true justice?
Who to end this age?

A flight of laughter,
A bout of tears,
A leap of logic,
Pray bless our years!

Living in the lowlands,
A midst the droughts we kneel,
Throughout the pits most fey,
Upon a dream most real.

Who to dance upon the altar?
Who to tend the fires above?
Who to linger in the glories?
Who to dance the songs of love?

Once more the anthem rings,
Once more shall herald sound,
Once more the light triumphant,
Truly, the lost is found!

King of Kings and Lord of Lords!
Almighty Father above!
Jesus, Saviour, Redeemer!
To Him all praise and all love!

Upon the mount unveiled,
Throughout love strewn stories,
A midst the mist of dreams,
Living now, true glories!

A rift of time,
A song of seas,
A lilting rhyme,
A kiss of peace!

The Ultimate

At the end of one of my favorite sequences of chapters…

Oh, the depths of the riches both of
the wisdom and knowledge of God!
How unsearchable His ways!

For who has known the mind of the Lord,
or who became His counselor?
Or who has first given to Him
that it might be paid back to Him again?

For from Him and through Him and to Him are all things.
To Him be the glory forever.
Amen.

Cocoa

So I’m not quite sure why I decided I wanted to write something, but maybe it’s just because it’s a grey Tuesday night and I’m sleepy and more than a slight bit fever-touched…

Was going to be at Alec and Pip’s for dinner tonight(which would have been awesome!), but as the work day wore on, I felt my energy draining from me as some kind of sickness gripped my body. Ugh. And so now I sit here, after my small dinner of green bean casserole and rice and shiver slightly. I think a nice hot cup of cocoa sounds lovely right now. And maybe a spell of reading Lord of the Rings

Under the Hill

Huzzah for lovely Saturdays!! Been having a most delightful day today, I must confess! After a good morning relaxing in the depths of Starbucks, emerged to find the sun gloriously shining a midst a sea of blue. Had a good walk home talking to Laura and Dad and Mom – and then went to the store to grab some dinner fixings. I came home and decided it was just too perfect of a day not to be outside, so sat out in the garden, soaking in the sun while enjoying some quality reading time.

And now I sit in my living room, Fellowship of the Ring on the TV and a spinach salad before me…and chicken parmigiana baking in the oven. Good day? Yes. God is good.

And now why ever should my heart ever be downcast or my soul depressed? So silly am I at times!! How blessed am I! My heart will sing – of the loving-kindnesses of the Lord.

Peace be with you all. Now back to enjoying my salad…

A bit of seasoning..

And so this grey and dreary day, I enjoy the comforts of being cozily ensconced in my warm flat. Ten Commandments plays in the background while a lovely roast chicken cooks to perfection in the oven. Ah the simple pleasures of life. Now to finish cleaning my room and then I think I’ll make a cup of coffee to complement this afternoon. Ah how can I not be profusely thankful for the blessings that have been so richly lavished upon me!!

All Things Bright and Beautiful

One more Saturday, one more blissful morning of rest after a long week.

Won’t write too long, but thought a brief update wouldn’t be a bad thing! This week has been rather crazy, but I’ve been exceedingly blessed with a quiet weekend of rest thus far! This past Monday, me and John and Joel went to see Men in Black 3 – hilarious and awesome, of course. Then on Tuesday night, was at the Smarts’ house for their Jubilee party! The Queen’s been on the throne for 60 years. Wow. It was definitely a unique experience, celebrating the Queen’s rule, since we can’t quite do that in the States…

As much fun as I was having Monday and Tuesday, work was piling up pretty steadily, since I’ve been covering for both Ryan and Ian as they’re away on vacation! I say, I think half of my work this week has been for Transocean. Ryan owes me!! Anyway, this week has been exhausting and Friday night last night was ever so welcome…had a beautifully relaxing evening. Leftover lasagna, spinach salad, garlic bread while watching classic Star Trek? I say yes! And got to read some too, of course…

Now time to go home and do some cleaning, laundry and other chores. Also will try to catch the women’s French Open finals…Sharapova v. Errani. Go Maria!! And tomorrow Nadal will try to take his seventh French Open title. Epic. He has to go through Djokovic first though…going to be intense.

Now I’m trying to think of what else I can write, but think I’ll just stop here and go out and enjoy this day! Rock on, y’all.