Month: December 2007

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I realize that I haven’t written here in so long! Well, disregarding my last(Christmas) entry, of course. I haven’t written since I’ve been back in Tampa – it’s been awesome. But because I don’t have a lot of time, I won’t go into all the cool things I’ve been doing lately(like hanging with the fam and the sweet time I had with Rob and his family in Plant City this past weekend). I basically just wanted to state how good it is to be able to relax and enjoy the goodness of the Lord! Right now I’m just listening to some of my favorite classical music and unwinding after a great day with the family – that’s one of my favorite things about Christmas, not having anything we HAVE to do, but enjoying the time we do have together. Opening gifts, playing various games together(like Monopoly), eating good food(cinnamon rolls and bacon for breakfast and steak and shrimp and salad for dinner!), watching a movie together(Independence Day, woo!), and just relaxing on my bed reading a good book(Asimov’s Prelude to Foundation received from Maryanne) while my sisters come in every five minutes to talk about something or other…indeed, God is good.

Hope everyone else has had an awesome Christmas day!!! May the grace of the Lord be upon you!

Merry Christmas!

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But as for you, Bethlehem Ephrathah, too little to be among the clans of Judah, from you One will go forth for Me to be ruler in Israel. His goings forth are from long ago, from the days of eternity. Therefore He will give them up until the time when she who is in labor has borne a child. Then the remainder of His brethren will return to the sons of Israel. And He will arise and shepherd His flock in the strength of the Lord, in the majesty of the name of the Lord His God. And they will remain, because at that time He will be great to the ends of the earth. This One will be our peace. – Micah 5:2-5

LOVE

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Well, I almost got stuck reading all my old entries here, but then I remembered I did actually want to write something here! And maybe I won’t actually post this, so I could just write nonsense and delete it and no one would know how crazy I am. Um…wait, everyone already knows.

ANYWAY, I’ve been thinking lately(yes, it’s not as much a rarity as some of you may think) about lots of things and you’re all waiting to hear WHY in particular I wanted to talk about love. Ok, maybe you’re not all wondering that, but if you read my last entry(posted mere minutes ago!), you’ll know that I promised to talk about love sometime in the near future. Hmm, what could James possibly say about love? Well, it’s not as scandalous as you may think. And for some reason, I’m feeling really awake right now, so I may actually get through this after all! And I’m just typing my thoughts here, direct from the brain to the keyboard, so pardon any weirdness.

But yeah, love. What do I mean by this? And why again do I want to talk about it? Well, I think it’s partly due to my attending RUF a few times this semester and hearing some of the messages there(the series was entitled “Sex, Dating, and the Bible”). Anyway, got me thinking about marriage and what that crazy business entails. And no, I’m not thinking about marrying anyone anytime soon, no worries! But love in marriage is something really interesting, mostly because it’s so different from what most people in the world think it is. Most people hear the world “love” and think about that magic moment, that spark between two people, those special times alone, that feeling that will last forever because “we’re meant for each other”. And quite honestly, I do not like hearing any of that. I do think that there’s going to be one person I’m going to marry and that we will have just what God intended for us and that it’s going to be awesome. But I also know that neither of us are perfect. We’ll both be flawed human beings living solely by the grace of God. And that’s just fine.

Where we go wrong is when we expect marriage to be some magical institution that will make our lives so much better and that will fill a hole in our hearts. You know what, there’s Someone that can fill that hole so much better than anyone else…and that’s Jesus Christ. I don’t want to say marriage is bad, because obviously, I want to get married someday and it’s going to be sweeet. But it’s also going to be difficult. We’re going to have times where we don’t like each other and times when we really don’t want to be with that other person. And you know those feelings and butterflies you get when you see your special someone? Well, those won’t last forever. But by God’s grace, those two people will persevere in their covenant before God. And that’s what is so awesome about marriage – two people committing to live their lives as one, joining their disparate lives by a promise to love each other forever, by the grace of God.

So what is love? Well I think I’ve basically answered that question, but love isn’t some feeling or emotion…it’s ACTION. Love is how you treat your husband or wife when you’re tired and don’t want to talk with them or don’t want to hear about their problem…yet you do. Love is when you two are arguing and are so mad at each other…yet pray before God for grace to work out the problem and put aside your selfish pride and desires. Love is when you just KNOW(because you’re obviously always right) your way is the right way, yet humbly put her before yourself because the issue really isn’t that important.

Love is not some emotional outpouring of affirmation for the other, but showing her your commitment to serving God by putting her before yourself. Love is wanting to live your lives together for God, no matter what the price. Love is knowing that you in yourself have no power and humbling yourself before God to ask for his grace and power to love your husband or wife. This is what love is.

It felt good to share all that…I’d appreciate any comments and now I think I shall get some sleep…I am feeling rather tired now!

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Well, these last few days have just been utterly awesome. What can I say? I’m just blessed…

Ok, I guess I’ll start by just talking about today and then going backwards. Actually I was pretty exhausted this morning because I only got about four/five hours of sleep last night(finishing up my facilities report – LAST school thing this semester!!). So we went to church and I had a little trouble staying fully alert all the time, but it was a great service. We got to sing some sweet Christmas songs and hear a little more Genesis(chapter 47 – almost done!) Afterwards, talked for a while to various people…I have to say, I stay so much later at church now than I used to, it’s just ridiculous. Today it was partly because it was my last time at Creekside for the year! So I won’t see most of these people until next semester…so many goodbyes were said. We planned to go out to lunch at a Chinese buffet, but me and Rob sort of didn’t leave right away and were outside in the parking lot talking to Deanna, Shari, Amy, Jessica, etc…so yeah, we got held up. Eventually we made it over the restaurant and had fun times there with people…and afterwards me and Rob had some quality parking lot time AGAIN talking with Mary and Rebekah for quite a while…good times, good times.

So finally me and Rob came back to our place where I called my house and talked to the fam for a while…and then I was so tired I fell asleep for about a half hour. Then me and Rob went out on Flavet for some sweet football with Chris, Javier, etc(tackle again, so I’m sore again…my knee’s quite out-of-whack right now). That was awesome, just because football is always awesome. Me and Rob made a pizza when we got back and just chilled talking for a few hours…I gotta say, it’s great having a friend like him. We’re trying to decide where we want to live next year…we sort of want to move off campus, but we also really like the convenience of being on campus…we’re definitely undecided as of yet. We were also talking about our pasts and just what we’ve been going through these past few years…made me really nostalgic(and want to write/read in this!) One quote I shall share from him(and the context will not be provided!)…”We said this semester we’re going down…next semester, we’re REALLY going down!” We shall see..

Wow, and if I wrote that much just for today…this entry may prove to be rather long.

Ok, now for yesterday…you may think that on a Saturday(with no exams in front of me) I’d sleep in. That’d be natural and normal, right? Well of course, that’s not what I did. Cindy was in a Brain Bowl competition here at the Union, so me and Rob got up around 8 to watch her and her team compete. That was pretty fun and I got to feel sort of smart occasionally when I knew an answer. Me and Rob decided we were going to make up a school and enter the next competition and dominate on those high-schoolers… Feel free to apply within to be on th dream team of Jackson County Prep.

After we left that and went to the store, me and Rob went over to Deanna, Amy and Shari’s for an awesome movie afternoon watching – what better – Braveheart. Most of the girls there hadn’t seen it, so we had fun introducing them to brutal medieval violence. I always forget how bad it is until I see it again! Still, never bad watching people’s faces smashed in or seeing beast Scots decapitate the English. “…playing outlawed tunes on outlawed pipes…” It was just an awesome time hanging out with fun people…wish I could do things like that all the time.

After that epic adventure, me and Rob had to scoot on over to Dream and Laura’s party(which we were late to, oops..). I brought my expertly crafted salad(which seemed to be received pretty well!) and we got to enjoy all the other awesome food there. But the food was the least of it…we got to hang with other awesome people! I say, I have too many good friends. We watched the Heismann Trophy presentation, which, of course, Timmy Tebow won. It was so great to see that, because he deserved it so much more than any of the other finalists. It was funny though…he was so nervous, he talked super-fast in his speech. But he gave glory to God first and foremost, and that was good to hear. After that, we all had fun singing and dancing…probably everyone outside the apartment thought we were drunk. Hey, we were drunk on life! My favorite part was when we sang Christmas carols together though…so amazing singing praise to God with friends. Me and Rob finally had to leave that to try to get sleep(which unfortunately I didn’t because I had that facilities report).

Now we move to Friday…hmm, maybe I’ll eventually finish this entry! I finally got to sleep in a little bit(well, maybe a lot – 11am!) after all my exams/presentations. After that, I hung out with Dream and Laura for a while, walking with them on their errands around campus, then relaxing at the pond behind the Union and taking crazy pictures. Eventually, I made it back to Keys and got ready for the first event of the night, Deanna and Jessica’s grad party! They’re graduating this next Saturday(craziness! I can’t believe some of my friends are already graduating…at least Deanna will stay at UF for another year for grad work). It was a sweet time at the party there, again seeing multitudes of friends and just enjoying being with people and having good fellowship. Rob and I had to leave that eventually to hit our next party of the night, Katie and Lindsey’s party! Great times playing the Wii(which I’m terrible at! Except Wii baseball – which I got a home run…amazing!), Apples to Apples, eating so much sugar and again, just enjoying being around friends. We stayed there until about two or three o’clock, at which time we decided we should probably leave. Yes we were the last ones to leave…

Ok, so I don’t make this an entry TOO epic, I’ll try to speed through the next few days…Thursday I worked all morning for the IPPD presentations at the Union and that night me and Rob and Galan got to hang out with the Lebos! Great time seeing them, since I feel we haven’t been able to be with them as much this semester…so sad! Wednesday night was the last Creekside study and was totally awesome, and Tuesday night was RUF worship night and my first ever time playing ultimate frisbee! It’s pretty sweet, I must admit. It was freezing cold and since I’m out of shape, I was tired after 30 minutes, but I enjoyed it so much…running all over the field, trying to make a play…great game.

Ok, I’ve gone through all the past five days or so…I should probably stop now. But if you’ve actually read all that, you’re either 1)crazy, 2)bored, or 3)way too interested in my life. I just had to write down all the awesome times I’ve had…parties with friends, dinners with friends, talks with friends…can’t go wrong. Side-note, I saw the RUF ladies(Deanna, Shari, Amy, Jessica) five out of the past six days(only missed Thursday)…I just thought that was random and awesome.

And now I really will end this…I want to write some of my recent thoughts on love in another entry…but I may fall asleep before that. So sorry if this ends being an empty promise!

I’ll be in Tampa by Thursday…happy…and sad at the same time! Can’t wait, yet will miss so many people here.

For real, farewell. If you read all this, you must comment so I can give you a cookie for being a masochist…goodnight!

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EXAMS ARE DONE!!!

Ok, I know probably everyone hates me now, since I’m done so early this semester. But I just had to say it!! I’ve been wanting to write in here lately, but just never got around to it since I had so much work to do…but finally, I’m almost done with this semester! All I have left is two project reports to finish writing up and one project presentation on Wednesday. So yes, I’m sitting pretty right now! I have NO IDEA how my grades are going to pan out right now, but I honestly don’t want to think about that right now. It’s just a great feeling not to have to stress over exams anymore! Thank you, Lord, that I’ve survived.

In other news…hmm, well most of my recent days have been spent studying(I missed the Creekside Christmas party yesterday to study for my two exams today). Today I had my OR2 final and then just now my Marketing final. I think I dominated the marketing exam. OR2…who knows?

Ok, no more exam talk, I promise! Switching subjects…the Gators are going to the Capitol One Bowl! Not quite the title game, but it’ll suffice. We’re playing Michigan, so that will be a pretty fun game(and yes, they’re going dowwwwwn!) Last week was the FSU game – so much fun! We were 7 rows from the field, which was pretty awesome(except when the teams were at the other end of the field). After we pounded them 45-12, we went down and high-fived the players, including Tebow(who Dream got a great picture of).

That night, instead of staying in Gainesville like most people, I went back to Tampa with Chris’ parents…because the next day, I was going to the Bucs/Redskins game!!!! Man, I was so excited to find that out. And now I remember I already wrote about this, but anyway, it was a great game, finally being able to watch my Redskins in person!! It was fun wearing my Darrell Green jersey and talking with the other Skins fans. Sadly, we lost, but I’ll always remember my first Redskins game! In other Redskins news, Sean Taylor was shot and killed on Sunday night. Sometimes you hear about players dying, but it hits you a lot more when it’s your own team. It’s weird thinking about it, knowing that Taylor was one of the best players in the NFL, one of the best athletes in America…and someone could come into his bedroom and shoot him. Really reminds you of the brevity of life…

Ok, getting off that sad topic, it’s now Christmas season!! It’s so hard to enjoy the holiday season until I’m done with school, but since I practically am done now, I can enjoy looking forward to Christmas and all the parties that come along with that… Speaking of Christmas, I really need to start my Christmas shopping…

And now, I’m going to go hunt for something to eat, since all I had to eat for dinner earlier was a salad. Not bad, but not a full meal by any means…

Before I sign off, one more thing I wanted to mention – I became a member at Creekside yesterday! It’s been a good three years going there and I wanted to show my commitment to the church…so great being up at the front of the church with the other new members, being affirmed by the congregation and the elders…I really do love that church. Thanks be to God who enabled me to find it!

And now I really am off. Farewell all!